Friday, July 23, 2010

Evaporated :: WIP

To write prose is to breath with heavy lungs.
Asbestos fiber embedded in otherwise healthy organs, waiting.
Waiting to consume a whole for selfish purposes, foot to neck.
Bite the curb, nigger! They scream, and push to curb broken nose
shattered teeth.
Heart broken Liberty trudges the alleys and gangways looking for
bottles of love.
Emptied of all meaning, puffed, sails in oceans of considerable size.
Pissing into wind, stop.

John Brown's body sways in the gentle breeze, reminder that life is
sanctified but only in blood and tears. What's the value of life?
It's seen in the mangled bodies pierced through the heart with
hot lead and bronze spears. Waste.

Cable tow around neck ties each to all and all to none.
Disjointed cybernetic community brings us together by segregating us
to our locked rooms.

Savage beating of breast and head.
Disemboweled; slit from nose to penis, opened up.
Prostrated in front of altars to false gods and capital.
Soul now commodified and the body a prison.

Death is not reprieve, the sins(debt) of the father are always
revisited on the son, ten-fold.

Prairie Doves :: To AWJ

White lilies.
Talking to you through electrotype transcription.
The subtlety of the unspoken
words weigh heavily on those
days we have no contact.

Your desert prairie doves
have nested in the bunk house
of my heart.

Our doors are guarded by
stinging nettles and salt brush.

Open Range

Oyster moon dripping
luminary pearls
into the jewlers hand.
Precious celestial metals
trim the hems
of galactic garments.
Lined with the fur
of fire fox.
A million places to
hide cracked rocks
from Europa.
The great Titan
went and brushed
his shoulder off
scoffed at his external charge
which now navigates the
vast void.
Expanded girth of Venus
result: spaceship birth.
Technicolor dream state worth
its weight in gold.
Evolution on hold.
Wobbly topped
revolution, three-six-five
hasn’t stopped in 250 billion years.
Onyx expanse.
Cosmic praire.
Lonesome dove.
Time measured in rhythms
tapped out on the architects
bongo drums.
Long pauses of “ohm.”

Love Left Chicago

Six years
the trail of tears
started out innocent.
Pure as de Beers.
Our first apartment
turning 21
that trip to Colorado.
Reyado,
tracking and navigating
destiny revealed itself.
Our love repealed itself and left Chicago.
You left Chicago.
And I don’t know where to go.
I’m sorry I was gone for awhile
and left you in that disaster space.
Never loved me.
Stood by me,
not for me.
If I could sing it would be the blues.
Because shit doesn’t just come
in 2’s.
It comes in three’s and fourses.
Dark skies bring dark forces.
Four horses of the apocalypse,
Love stalled.
Everything has to rearrange.
The inspiration for rhyming line
after line.
Like watermelon rind
not so sweet
when the substance is gone.

Slow Cooker

In Patricia Hinchey’s book Finding Freedom in the Classroom: A Practical Introduction to Critical Theory, the author takes on issues that are absolutely fascinating to me. My undergraduate background is in Cultural Studies and a lot of the chapter is a dianoetic discussion about the role authority and cultural capital play in the American public education complex. Authority, as first argued by Marx and later a long string of Marxist and Keynesian thinkers like Hall, Gramsci, Delpit, Giroux and Sontag, is granted through accumulation and retention of cultural capital. Cultural capital is the life story of an individual. It includes, but is not necessarily limited to, one’s education, rearing environment, ethnic heritage, metaphysical belief system(s), and social and/or economic class.
Quite often in the United States, especially in academia and public education, what is first idolized and later studied as fact are a set of values, mores, norms and personal ethos that perpetuates bourgeois control over labor and monetary capital surplus. Marx and Engels, in their infamous Manifesto of the Communist Party, argue that all social systems are designed from the top down to, not only replicate and enforce but, also manufacture consent for bourgeois-capitalistic control over brick and mortar capital (i.e., property) and human capital (i.e., labor).
“Your very ideas are but the outgrowth of the conditions of your bourgeois production and bourgeois property,” Marx-Engels say in their Manifesto. They go onto to say, “your jurisprudence (written human law) is but the will of your class made into a law for all, a will, whose essential character and direction are determined conditions of existence of your class.” It is this described selfish misconception that induces the majority—as Hinchey points out that most “average” people have never lived the lifestyle portrayed as “average” by their respective media—to participate in “social forms springing from” present modes of production (Tucker, 487). This phenomenon, as it presents itself in contemporary American culture, is well illustrated by popular rhetoric that says to have a plush office and give orders to others means you are more worthy than others of your position. The wealthiest and most powerful (the cultural, economic, and political elites) are generally assumed to be our “smartest and most hard-working citizens (Hinchey, 75).” This is sometimes referred to the Horatio Ahlger myth.
Myth is powerful and, perhaps one of the most fascinating things about myth, is that it is not perpetuated by the elites. The masses perpetuate myths whereas the elites create the rituals, customs, etc… that give rise to myth; this is almost a cultural universal. As a culture, more narrowly American culture, we have tacitly and discursively absorbed a “particular template” or ideal of “average” and have come to accept certain facets of that template as “part of the way things are (Hinchey, 80).”
American schools have become a battleground between mediated average and the vibrant and, for lack of a better term, dynamic reality of most Americans. Hinchey, throughout her book, discusses the goal of American schools to function as a melting pot or means of erasing cultural differences among individuals “by processing them in the mold of standardized public schooling involving not only academics but Americanization (Hinchey, 81).” American public schools, since their earliest contemporary conception, have served as the membrane between elites and the masses across which what it “means” to be American is diffused. Public education enforces and manufactures consent for the elites’ (or bourgeois) ideals or template of what Americans eat, how we sound, what we wear and value and any deviation from that template is considered un-American (Hinchey, 81). This template is well illustrated by the recitation of pledge of allegiance to the American flag every morning at the High School in Chicago were I was employed. It is also illustrated by the refusal of many public school systems to publish multilingual lunch menus and the abhorrent lack of ethnic and cultural diversity and perspectives found in many (if not most) textbooks at all grade levels.
The prevalence of positivism, religion, dogmatic science and hypersexulized mass-media in the Western-American worldview has led to a “sense of moral superiority;” American culture believes that “we alone have identified the one ‘right’ way to live, to act, to believe (Hinchey, 80).” There are, of course, historical contexts for this contemporary American ethos including the Monroe Doctrine, Manifest Destiny and, very recently, the xenophobic and reactionary Tea Party movement. Hinchey says:

So strong is our commitment to the ‘rightness’ of our vision that we have all but wiped Native American [as a Native American I prefer the term “First Peoples”] culture from the face of the Earth. And, in another spectacle of national hubris, we once forced Puerto Rican schools to celebrate American holidays and Puerto Rican teachers to teach Spanish-speaking Puerto Rican children in English. [The idea being that] Even if you’re not living in America, we [the political, economic and cultural elite] believe you are a lot better off if you act more “American” than whatever you are (Hinchey, 81).

The positivist duality that there are only correct and incorrect answers to everything has resulted in the focus on the places where children show deficiencies in their grasp or understanding of the bourgeois American template of what it means to be an American (Hinchey, 83). This positivist approach to education is, again, very clearly illustrated by the way we as teachers obsessively correct student work, grammar, and behavior. There are the right or American way and the wrong or the un-American way of writing, speaking and behaving. This diametric is based on those values that best suit the needs of the elite. Anyone who does not conform to what is presented as the only right way is categorized as not having a right to belong; anyone who deviates from the template is forced into the group without power (Hinchey, 80). In order to successfully climb the American socio-political and economic ladder one must possess a life story—the cultural capital—that is congruent with that of the ruling elite. Hinchey says:

In our national template, the use of standard English is generally thought to signify intelligence. Speak the “right” way, and you are deemed smart enough to enjoy responsibility; speak any other, and you are deemed stupid and pushed back to the bottom of the ladder, where you obviously belong (Hinchey, 83).

This standardized English, what Hinchey calls “cash English,” is touted as the “correct” English by the American public education system as a means to enforce the bourgeois American template. It is the idea that there is a correct form of any language that is detrimental to our students and forces us to ask the question: Is content or syntax more important? Is it more important that students regurgitate and formulate incorrect answers in proper, modern New World English or that that are giving the correct information in a dialect or patois that is their own? I’ve struggled in my tenure as a special educator in the Chicago Public School system with this problem. An amicable solution does not seem to exist or, more accurately, the elites refuse to allow one to be found. I’ve had students on my caseload and whom I privately tutor fail not just exams but whole courses because they have spelling cognition problems, are English language learners, or write in what I’ve coined “write-speak” where students write essays in the same way they would verbally tell a story in the environment in which they were reared and return to after the last school bell rings.
By first creating thresholds that must be met, the ruling elite dictate who can and cannot enter their world. Then, by denying access to the privileged information required to meet those thresholds through ambivalence, encouraging “success myths” or “the American Dream” and ritual, they oppress people they’ve deemed unworthy of ever possessing the “right” cultural capital. The American intellectual template is an easy way to hide our societies much deeper paradigms of being racist, punitive and regimented.

The New Noble Savage


Culture is a powerful force, there is very little doubt about that.  It is often intangible and peripheral, everything in one’s environment exudes a broad spectrum of what a society of people values and does not value.  As Charlton explains in his book Nothing About Us, Without Us, the Western world shows its lack of value for disabled people not through laws of exclusion (i.e., Jim Crow Laws, etc…) but through aesthetic medicalization, paternalistic tendencies, and an almost total ambivalence in building design, education and human resource management.  The Western attitude toward disabled people—a term that has come to encompass a broad range of physical, psychiatric, behavioral and cognitive diseases, disorders and disturbances—is largely shaped by the hypersexualized, visual media.  It is because of the Western obsession with the corporeal aesthetic and, if it can be said, mental aesthetic that individuals who possess corporeal, psychiatric, behavioral or cognative deviations from what is considered to be “perfect,” “whole,” or “normal,” are subjugated to our culture’s bias toward standardization, medicalization, and stylized perfection. 
Since the advent of early-Christian art—in which demons are portrayed as being crippled, or pocked with boils, welts, humps, bumps and other various aesthetic “abnormalities”—we, in the West, have feared and thought of disabled people as being afflicted or tortured by God, Nature or, not until more recent history, genetic material.  This fear and long tradition of viewing disabled peoples as some how being afflicted has lead to a dogmatic paternalism equitable to the idea of “White man’s burden,” the vestiges of which are still harbored by some cultural and political elites.  There are a lot of parallels between the struggle of First Peoples for cultural, legal and political legitimacy and the Disabled Peoples’ Movement (DPM).  In fact, the DPM cannot be detached from other significant Human Rights movements of the last 200 years.  However, it has only been in the last 20 or 30 years that the DPM has seen its nearly two centuries of advocacy come to fruition with the passage of legislation like the Americans with Disabilities Act (ADA), Individuals with Disabilities Education Act (IDEA) and the Family Medical Leave Act (FMLA).  So, is disabled individual the new “Noble Savage?”
In the Western tradition, the human body has been the crux where science, morality and the highly idealized and stylized image meet.  The variations of theme of the body, has been used as often as a symbol as it has been as a means to separate “us” and “them.”  During the era of U.S. chattel slavery and the middle passage, the variation on skin color was used as a means of segregating “those that were chattel” from “those that had the potential to own slaves.”  Our culture (predominately United States) attaches morality to the body; drug addicts, for example, are often seen as lacking morals rather than being afflicted by a serious disease to be aggressively treated.  Similar attitudes are adopted toward sexually promiscuous women, where as sexually promiscuous men are aggrandized.  To be a disabled person—again, used to encompass the broadest range of social, psychiatric, physical, behavioral and cognitive diseases, disturbances, and disorders—is to find yourself firmly in the grip of the moral, scientific, and hypersexualized idea found in the Western tradition as it relates to the variation on the theme of the body.  Often times, the aesthetically gripping or what perception leads us to believe is unacceptable or displeasing is, from birth, medicalized and, thus, immediately “treated” with a scalpel.  Our institutions, those responsible for social cohesion and enforcement of cultural values, literally segregate those individual’s who don’t fit the mental aesthetic of the status quo through the continued use of, for example, forced institutionalization of the mentally ill and “special” classrooms for children who’ve experienced environmental and psychiatric trauma or suffer from acute medical or genetic/chromosomal conditions (i.e., ALS, cerebral palsy, Down’s syndrome, fragile X, etc…).
As Susan Sontag, postmodern social critic and multimedia artist, points out in her book Illness as Metaphor, Western (again, predominately American) culture often utilizes sickness or medical anomalies to relay cultural values.  Much like the traditional use of the shade black as a literary vehicle to convey negativity, sickness and medical anomalies can have powerful and culturally loaded connotations.  The use of the word “cancer” or “AIDS,” as a literary device, is so powerful they are almost a taboo.  At the height of America’s tuberculosis epidemic, the bacterial infection of the lungs or sub-cutaneous tissues, was commonly and medically referred to as “consumption” because of its affects on the corporeal aesthetics—it literally “consumed” the afflicted individual from the inside out.  “Consumption,” “AIDS,” and “cancer” have come to symbolize the finality of Earthly existence in a culture that places a premium on the perfection of the “meat-self” and that is uncomfortable with its degradation and the teleological outcome of all carbon based life. 
Sick and disabled people, when represented in the simulacra of Western media, usually are objects of sympathy, veneration, and/or fear.  Or, they embody the zeitgeist of the jaded perception of futility and nihilism that permeates modern nomadic-cyber culture.  Tony Kutchner, playwright, social critic and Gay Rights activist, embodies the former through the character Prior Walter.  The later is, perhaps, best manifested by the character Switters in Tom Robbins novel Fierce Invalids Home from Hot Climates.  What these characters share is an authentic, first person perception of being disabled and the human experiences that correspond with said illness or disability.  For both, the exclusion they experience from their respective cultural cohorts stems not from their illness or disability itself rather, it stems from the aesthetic manifestations of the illness of disability.  For Prior Walter, it is the displeasure his long time partner experiences due Prior’s rapid weight loss, pharmacological regimen, and the uncontrollable excretion of body fluids ranging from feces and seamen to vomit and blood.  Switters exclusion is a result of his use of a wheel chair for mobility, not from the disuse of his legs.   
The cultural handling of disability is a paradox.  It negates the ethical frame work established during the Enlightenment by Descartes and later by Locke and Rousseau that all that is required to be human is to acknowledge that we are human; to doubt and to think.  Western culture assumes that disabled and ill people are somehow subhuman or, less than a “whole human.”  This idea is rigidly enforced through our media rich environment, cultural mores and norms and is, thusly, projected onto disabled people without their consent.